Looking for a star...

Everyday people are looking for happiness. Some get more, some less. However, they are not able to gain or to have full happiness. People will never be contended with what they have in life.

ngehehe...

feel inspired to update this blog although i have none to write about. yamapi always updates his. so... i need to update mine too.

Morning...

Busy marking year end test.
Busy renovating the house as well.

Hiii...

Drop by to say hey.

HMMMMmmmmmm

Need some rest.

Happy 1st Anniversary

To all B.ED TESL COHORT 2, HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY. We have gone through a lot as students, and now we've done a year as teachers. Years and years to come bb.

Motivated

I walked back home after a long hour of teaching the students. Usually, I drive my brother's car and sometimes he would pick me up from the school. However today, I have to walk back because he has to go somewhere so he has the car.
At about 6.25 p.m. I walked out the school. The ambiance was very familiar. The students ran here and there, the parents' car passed by, the noise and everything. For a while, I was hold back to the time when I was about the students age. This was it when I went back home about ten years ago. Nothing has changed. The 'apek' still sell his Popsicle in front of the school. I still see the lady bus driver with her huge bus ( but her bus is getting older and rusty). What missing... are my friends who walked this dusty road back home together with me. With our heavy school back we still could run to tease each other. I still hear their chatters, their laugh. It made me feel so lonely. How I wish I could turn back time.

I walked and walked as I passed by the students. They were greet me happily. Along the way till the junction to my house. I talked to myself... this were the students whom I scolded just now, instead... they still greet me. How innocent? No sign of hatred. No vengeance. At once I felt glad I AM A TEACHER.
Deep in my heart, I do not want these students to have life I had before. I want them to change their life for better. Yes... there is a house, but has no proper electricity and water supply. There are friends... but they are dropouts and work only as coolie. Not a good example. I only hope for a few people to change this phenomena. And I'll be proud.
photos by google.

til I get INSPIRED

TIRED AND HAVE NO IDEA

Biar ku menjadi Lilin

Pelangi

Biar Ku Menjadi Lilin

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Terangi sekeliling dengan diri terbakar
Tak siapa yang sedar
Disaat kegelapan rela aku berkorban
Demi satu harapan

Biar masa berlari
Dan kau terus mendaki
Aku tenang disini dengan sabar menanti
Tanpa dendam dan benci
Andainya kau terjatuh terluka dan tersungkur
Kurawat biar sembuh

Aku tak kan bertanya
Apakah nanti balasannya
Setiap pengorbanan setiap pemberian
Demi satu ikatan

Keikhlasan dihati
Walaupun kau ragui
Pada suatu masa dan suatu ketika
Akan ketara jua

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Saat kau kesepian saat kau kegelapan
Kurela menerangkan

Aku senang begini dapat terus berbakti
Dengan cara sendiri

Lets Us Move On

Hmmm... I was so nervous as I entered the class (4E) luckily there was about 21 students in the class coz some went for rehearsal at the hall. They were so quite (not a good sign- because they are doing the reading- meaning the read you not the book). I started my class with the rules and regulations. I heard a bit of sigh here and there. I just pretend I did not here it. Then we play some games- it was boring coz they are not really into the game. Then, I brief them on what I expect to get from the. Think... that's enough for the introduction.

Updating from the car.

Ok... now, I am at the middle of miri town and onlining from the car. I have to wake up early today and have to send my dad to the polyclinic for his blood check. this is what i have to do once in every two to three month. so... while he is still having his check up, i decided to bring along my lappy and some book so i can do some homework. THE TRUTH IS I AM STILL SLEEPY that why I blab nonsense.
F.Y.I- for the time being there will be no photo uploaded because my Sony Ericsson broke. need to get another one a.s.a.p. but budget is tight.

Praying for a better tomorrow.

Ok... I have a BIG news ( its is to me). I have to teach the form four students ( one class- some of you might think that it is not a big deal but IT IS to me). I have to mentally prepared before entering the class tomorrow ( IT'S 4D- mind you). Tonight I will pray hard that I will be out of the class in one piece ( as well as the students). One more thing- I am using my ex lecturer book. SHE WROTE THE TEXT BOOK THAT I AM GOING TO USE TOMORROW- SCARY. She is staring at me everyday when i am teaching. it's just like ' sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga'. Till now... I still do not know what will I do with the students tomorrow.
wish me luck and all the best.

Hello there,

Hmmmm... I know that its been a while. I've been very busy this school holiday especially when my husband is by my side. ngehehehe... well, i've been busy cleaning the back yard of the new house, planting lime, lemongrass and mulberry. other than that i ( mean... my hubby and I) was also busy go up and down LAKU office to apply for water supply. luckily NAIM customer service wanted to send my application for electricity to SESCO or else I have to do it my own (which I am not fond of... its hot and tiring- duh.
The school will start soon- meaning I have to start checking the students' NILAM book. And- the working paper for English in Camp. the stress level is going to fly high soon. ARGHHHHH

7 Things to Stop Doing Now on Facebook

7 Things to Stop Doing Now on Facebook
by Consumer Reports Magazine
Wednesday, May 12, 2010

provided by
ConsumerReports

Using a Weak Password

Avoid simple names or words you can find in a dictionary, even with numbers tacked on the end. Instead, mix upper- and lower-case letters, numbers, and symbols. A password should have at least eight characters. One good technique is to insert numbers or symbols in the middle of a word, such as this variant on the word "houses": hO27usEs!

Leaving Your Full Birth Date in Your Profile

It's an ideal target for identity thieves, who could use it to obtain more information about you and potentially gain access to your bank or credit card account. If you've already entered a birth date, go to your profile page and click on the Info tab, then on Edit Information. Under the Basic Information section, choose to show only the month and day or no birthday at all.

Overlooking Useful Privacy Controls

For almost everything in your Facebook profile, you can limit access to only your friends, friends of friends, or yourself. Restrict access to photos, birth date, religious views, and family information, among other things. You can give only certain people or groups access to items such as photos, or block particular people from seeing them. Consider leaving out contact info, such as phone number and address, since you probably don't want anyone to have access to that information anyway.

Posting Your Child's Name in a Caption

Don't use a child's name in photo tags or captions. If someone else does, delete it by clicking on Remove Tag. If your child isn't on Facebook and someone includes his or her name in a caption, ask that person to remove the name.

Mentioning That You'll Be Away From Home

That's like putting a "no one's home" sign on your door. Wait until you get home to tell everyone how awesome your vacation was and be vague about the date of any trip.

Letting Search Engines Find You

To help prevent strangers from accessing your page, go to the Search section of Facebook's privacy controls and select Only Friends for Facebook search results. Be sure the box for public search results isn't checked.

Permitting Youngsters to Use Facebook Unsupervised

Facebook limits its members to ages 13 and over, but children younger than that do use it. If you have a young child or teenager on Facebook, the best way to provide oversight is to become one of their online friends. Use your e-mail address as the contact for their account so that you receive their notifications and monitor their activities. "What they think is nothing can actually be pretty serious," says Charles Pavelites, a supervisory special agent at the Internet Crime Complaint Center. For example, a child who posts the comment "Mom will be home soon, I need to do the dishes" every day at the same time is revealing too much about the parents' regular comings and goings.

Consumer Reports has no relationship with any advertisers on Yahoo!

Copyrighted 2009, Consumers Union of U.S., Inc. All Rights Reserved.

Ran out of Idea

I numb by I don't know what. i opened my blog but i just stared at it. i just ran out of ideas. hmmm.
at school i am still pursuing philip to talk. and i need to staple my exam papers. hmmm. mumbling nonsense.

At last... the update.

Ok... hmmmm. there is nothing much that i can story story about. My life as usual, runs as it should be.
Lesson of the week- do not take things for granted and be ready to apologize when do mistakes.

humphhhh

It's been a while. these week i was busy with school activities which require me to stay at school from 8 or 9 a.m. till 6.3o p.m. every day and today i have to go to school for jogathon. what to do... WORK.
updte on the new house---> the contractor fixed the gate already n i hope that we can move soooooo soon. cant wait to decorate my new house. ngeheehhe.

Say.... Its a WONDERFUL LIFE

From now on... I would like to think of wonderful things because I believe that there is no point of always complaining. I want to see things through its beautiful and positive site.

Be Inspired

In need of words that can inspire me today... What is it? Oh I know... DON'T PROCRASTINATE!

Today....

What I did today:
1. Became MMC- have to help the students to wash the garbage site. (imagine how smelly the place is)

2. Had to stay at school from 8 a.m. to 630 p.m.

COnclusion = TIRED

First Day of School After A Week Holiday

There is no good complaining about how tired I am today. Well... WELCOME BACK To A BUSY LIFE. Can't wait for another holiday.

Akai dai...

Its been 25 years we live in this house. Enda sabar ka pindah (using Iban... feel better). Ukai sumbung tang laban ka enda tan nadai ai belama. Pity my parents who have to spend half of the night nimbun ai. If they are young I don't mind. Its time for them to relax and enjoy their old age.

here is where we will be in less than three month (cross fingers)

How I Want My Day To Be

Peaceful and Fresh

What Shall I Say...

It hazes badly these few days. However... outdoor activities still run. Dizzy, runny nose, sore throat.

Hectic

Earrrrkkkhhhhh... today was a busy day .There were lots of things that needed to be settled as soon as possible. But Im not a machine that can work 24/7. Tomorrow need to wake up early and be at school from 7 am to 630 pm. Wish me luck.

Second post

Hmmmm... I have to come for the club meeting this morning where I have to prepare some activities for the students. I asked them to write note on part of speech and then asked them to write an acrostic poem based on their name. Its quite fun tho reading the students poem.
And this afternoon, my Mr.K (a student of mine) is at it again. This time he made Mr. A.H felt from the chair and he cried. Not only that my Miss. Arr was hit by the chair and that almost cause fight between them. I asked Mr. to apology to both Mr. A.H and Miss Arr. Then settle the whole thing.
My Miss. Jess gave me some tapioca and I really like it. Its yummy.
Still need to catch up with lots of things. Hmmmm.

Restart

Thinking of restart blogging again as I feel I miss it so much. Its been a while and its been quite sometimes I last posted by blog. Hope to update frequently.