Biar ku menjadi Lilin

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Biar Ku Menjadi Lilin

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Terangi sekeliling dengan diri terbakar
Tak siapa yang sedar
Disaat kegelapan rela aku berkorban
Demi satu harapan

Biar masa berlari
Dan kau terus mendaki
Aku tenang disini dengan sabar menanti
Tanpa dendam dan benci
Andainya kau terjatuh terluka dan tersungkur
Kurawat biar sembuh

Aku tak kan bertanya
Apakah nanti balasannya
Setiap pengorbanan setiap pemberian
Demi satu ikatan

Keikhlasan dihati
Walaupun kau ragui
Pada suatu masa dan suatu ketika
Akan ketara jua

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Saat kau kesepian saat kau kegelapan
Kurela menerangkan

Aku senang begini dapat terus berbakti
Dengan cara sendiri

Lets Us Move On

Hmmm... I was so nervous as I entered the class (4E) luckily there was about 21 students in the class coz some went for rehearsal at the hall. They were so quite (not a good sign- because they are doing the reading- meaning the read you not the book). I started my class with the rules and regulations. I heard a bit of sigh here and there. I just pretend I did not here it. Then we play some games- it was boring coz they are not really into the game. Then, I brief them on what I expect to get from the. Think... that's enough for the introduction.

Updating from the car.

Ok... now, I am at the middle of miri town and onlining from the car. I have to wake up early today and have to send my dad to the polyclinic for his blood check. this is what i have to do once in every two to three month. so... while he is still having his check up, i decided to bring along my lappy and some book so i can do some homework. THE TRUTH IS I AM STILL SLEEPY that why I blab nonsense.
F.Y.I- for the time being there will be no photo uploaded because my Sony Ericsson broke. need to get another one a.s.a.p. but budget is tight.

Praying for a better tomorrow.

Ok... I have a BIG news ( its is to me). I have to teach the form four students ( one class- some of you might think that it is not a big deal but IT IS to me). I have to mentally prepared before entering the class tomorrow ( IT'S 4D- mind you). Tonight I will pray hard that I will be out of the class in one piece ( as well as the students). One more thing- I am using my ex lecturer book. SHE WROTE THE TEXT BOOK THAT I AM GOING TO USE TOMORROW- SCARY. She is staring at me everyday when i am teaching. it's just like ' sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga'. Till now... I still do not know what will I do with the students tomorrow.
wish me luck and all the best.

Hello there,

Hmmmm... I know that its been a while. I've been very busy this school holiday especially when my husband is by my side. ngehehehe... well, i've been busy cleaning the back yard of the new house, planting lime, lemongrass and mulberry. other than that i ( mean... my hubby and I) was also busy go up and down LAKU office to apply for water supply. luckily NAIM customer service wanted to send my application for electricity to SESCO or else I have to do it my own (which I am not fond of... its hot and tiring- duh.
The school will start soon- meaning I have to start checking the students' NILAM book. And- the working paper for English in Camp. the stress level is going to fly high soon. ARGHHHHH